are we thewaiting

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

.hmm.

So throughout the past few days/weeks, i have been doing a little soul searching and day dreaming on my own. Well perhaps more of the latter but i did manage to come up with some "profound philosophy" about the stupidity and insanity of being a homosapien. Ha ha!

It took me almost a whole lifetime(not that i'm seventy years old and about to leave this world soon, but mind you, we don't know when death is awaiting us) to realise that the same way we are born stupid and naive, we are born and destined to screw up everything that matters to us. That's the way life works. That's how we work. So if you think about it logically, in order not to screw anything up, we should not be born in the first place. But that would mean that we would not be alive to witness how badly we screw up our lives(and other people's lives) and where's the fun in that! See how wrong and screwed up this is?

Ha ha ha!

Okay, i'm muttering jibberish. The stupid haze has really been testing my nerves and i think i have brittle bones so i'll just take this as a sign i should go to sleep and not feel guilty about not going my project work I and R.

Pardon my nonsense but you know those days when you just feel very angsty for no particular reason and even eating digestive biscuits(my favourite) and haagen daaz chocolate ice cream at eleven in the night does nothing to calm you down... i guess this is one of those days for me.

Good night everyone!

Sleep sleep.

jerrie kicks;; 11:25 PM

Friday, October 06, 2006

.beautiful.

Growing up and all that it entails might not be very pretty at times-the rude awakenings, the cruel realisations and even the disturbing scenes of death. But I find comfort in knowing that ultimately, everything will pass. And with every shit that comes, you gain experience to better deal with the next one.

jerrie kicks;; 11:51 AM